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Who was Cassandra?
In the Iliad, she is described as the loveliest of the daughters of Priam (King of Troy), and gifted with prophecy. The god Apollo loved her, but she spurned him. As a punishment, he decreed that no one would ever believe her. So when she told her fellow Trojans that the Greeks were hiding inside the wooden horse...well, you know what happened.



























 
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Saturday, September 18, 2004  
Yesterday we had coffee with a neighbor, a wonderful woman who has been very kind and helpful to us. As it often does in this city, the conversation turned to food. She made several recommendations, including a place I visited today, La Vieille Europe, a charcuterie cum fromagerie cum epicier…which we Anglos might call, in shorthand, a glorified deli. La Vieille Europe is a small store packed with goods imported from Europe, including England: 300 varieties of cheese, or so they claim; many many coffees, roasted fresh on the premises; pastas; teas; oils; sea salts and spices; packaged cookies and snacks; a wonderful charcuterie of cold cuts, salamis, fresh sausages and pates; and a mind-boggling selection of European chocolates. I was fortunate to get out of there with only one chocolate bar, some Polish ham and summer salami, and two pounds coffee, one of which was from Cuba. It took me nearly the whole bike ride back home to realize that this was probably the first Cuban product I have ever bought. I immediately made a cup for J., and the aroma filled our apartment.

I also asked my neighbor about a French tutor – did she know anyone who might help me improve my listening comprehension and speaking? Today she came by our apartment and said, indeed, she had asked her friends and found someone, who I later called. I think it may be a fine match. The woman is also a writer, very kind and nice, and she told me – speaking French all the while and helping me when I had trouble on the phone – that she’d like to meet but not in the house – let’s walk, she said, in the park, and visit the patisserie, the charcuterie, the café – and talk as we walk. I write in the morning, she explained, and I need to get out in the afternoon. It sounded perfect to me, especially after a week of hard work moving words around. I’m excited to meet her – a new adventure!

We've both worked hard on professional jobs this week, and haven't gone out much at all; right now we're busy stripping wallpaper and prepping the bedroom for painting tomorrow. Last night we went to a remarkable film, Silent Waters, a Pakistani film about the impact of two Islamic fundamentalist organizers on a small village in Pakistan. Overlaid on the tension between conservative and more liberal Muslims, and the fight between India and Pakistan, is an old conflict between Sikhs and Muslims. In spite of the sweep of large-scale political realities that the film portrayed, it was also a very subtle examination of the way individuals make choices – often in conflict with prevailing societal mores – based on love and personal morality. It is also an examination of simple women’s lives in that culture, and how they are affected by male decisions about “honor” or “pride” or “virtue”, even to the point of death. It was riveting, shocking, moving, haunting; often beautiful in the way Iranian movies are beautiful, joyful in the way Indian movies are joyful, but something all on its own. J. groaned when we sat down in the theater – although the listing had said “English subtitles”, the movie was in Urdu with French subtitles. But even so, he managed to get the sense of it easily. I’ve been thinking about it all day.

8:58 PM |

Thursday, September 16, 2004  
I FOUND OUT...

what party we missed in the park on Sunday. The Health Festival and the Montreal Marathon, which started on the Jacques Cartier Bridge and finished very near to us. Damn! A la prochaine!


and, coming up this weekend:

The Third Citizen's Summit on the Future of Montreal

Toward participatory democracy - A Citizen Agenda!

Participants at the 3rd Citizen's Summit will work toward building a Citizen's Agenda on local democracy


-To propose concrete means of bringing forward the principles of sustainable development, equity, inclusiveness and transparency of the elected.

-To offer opportunities for citizens and community groups to contribute to the creation of new means of citizen participation in the planning and the management of urban affairs thereby strengthening local democracy in Montreal.



Vers la démocratie participative - Un agenda citoyen!

Les échanges durant le 3ième Sommet contribueront à bâtir un Agenda citoyen de la démocratie locale pour


-mettre à l’avant-plan des principes de développement durable, d’équité et d’inclusivité, d’imputabilité et de transparence des élus, et proposant des moyens concrets d’y parvenir.

-permettre aux citoyennes et citoyens et aux organismes socio-communautaires qui en feront la promotion, de contribuer à la création de nouveaux espaces de participation citoyenne à la gestion et à la planification des affaires urbaines et ainsi de renforcer la démocratie locale montréalaise.

8:16 PM |

 

Yes, my home state of Vermont is still pretty idyllic in many places. Above, the congregational church and old school in a tiny hill town between Royalton and Brookfield, and below, a typical upland pasture. If you look closely, there's a rope tow (for downhill skiing) running out of that shed and up the hill. J. learned to ski on a tow like that in Woodstock, Vermont, home of the first rope tow in the U.S.

PRESERVING THE ENVIRONMENT, LITERALLY AND FIGURATIVELY


Susurra and Chris have been musing lately, in the comments and elsewhere, about the efficacy of non-violent protest. One of my greatest frustrations during the year prior to the war in Iraq was the lack of public protest. I was out on a streetcorner every Friday for that entire year, but it was like flogging dead horses to get people - in a liberal, university town, no less - to protest with their feet. The excuses read like a second-grade teacher's list: "Oh, I've written to my Senators," "Protesting just isn't my style", "Isn't that a sixties kind of thing?", "It doesn't do any good," "I've never done anything like that, sorry", “I don’t believe in demonstrating,” – this often from young people - to “thanks for being out here for me” – in a timid voice from adults, usually women – and even "wow, you guys are really quaint." Our small band of fuzzy, greying old hippies was undeterred, but what we saw was deeply discouraging. We all knew, from experience, that writing our senators and congressmen was next to useless. In fact, I'd spoken to all their offices on the phone a number of times, and been told, flat out, by the foreign policy aides -- this is in our liberal state of Vermont, where opposition to war would NOT effect re-election - "Privately I can tell you that Senator so-and-so agrees with you, but here in Washington he feels he simply can't speak out at this time."


Standing there in the freezing winter, we spoke often to students who saw us as relics, I think, or curiosities. “We’re doing this for you,” we often told them, and were met with raised eyebrows. “What will you do if there is a draft?” we asked. “Uh, I just don’t think about that,” they’d answer, or, “That’s not going to happen.” To them, everything they saw or heard was theoretical. Academic departments held formal symposia about foreign policy; attendance and participation seemed to expiate any guilt about a possible war – students and faculty had done their bit. But when the swim team’s budget was cut, due to university fiscal concerns, the students turned out by the hundreds at the President’s office. They walked past us after their morning protest, tears streaming down their faces in rage and frustration that such a terrible thing could have happened, making no connection at all between their protest signs and ours.


While it’s true that the huge anti-war, anti-Republican demonstrations that have taken place in the past couple of years in US cities like Washington and New York have been underreported, controlled, and dismissed in the media, those of us who lived through Vietnam and the civil rights era know that public protest does have an effect when it becomes endemic. I have never condoned violent tactics - I can’t – but I understand why people cross that line. And it works both ways: destructive actions can sometimes multiply the attention given to peaceful ones; violent reactions by authorities can undermine their own control and power. Look at what happened after Kent State. On the other hand, reading eyewitness reports of the totally out-of-control police reaction to the recent NYC protests at the convention, where uninvolved people were beaten, jailed, and treated inhumanely just for walking by in a closed area where they lived, or for pulling out a cell phone (“ohmigod, we can’t let any of this be reported!”), it is clear that government control and suppression of the media and the truth have reached unprecedented levels.


What is the most frustrating is that I know that if every person in this country who really believed we’re on the wrong course --whether on foreign policy, environmental policy, health care, you name it; voters and non-voters, establishment and dis-enfranchised alike – got out onto the streets one organized day and said “We have had it” – this government would fall. Policies that oppress and hurt people continue when people feel too helpless and too fearful to act, and to reach that critical mass necessary for change. Governments throughout history have known this, and they are skilled in creating the necessary atmosphere of fear and helplessness. There’s a name for them: dictatorships. Look around.


We are certainly in a different era than during Vietnam, and the powers that be are banking on people’s complacency, their love of money and security over morality that has been nurtured by our consumerist culture throughout the last few decades, the removal of grass-roots control and responsibility from nearly all aspects of daily life, and the successfully-manipulated climate of fear and anxiety. What will it take?


I was interested to read about the research on the history of environmental protest conducted by Jon Agnone, a University of Washington sociology doctoral student, presented on Aug. 17 at the annual meeting of the American Sociological Association:


The study compares the number of bills passed by Congress with tactics employed by green groups in the same year. Jon Agnone, a sociologist at the University of Washington, Seattle, found that sit-ins, rallies and boycotts were highly effective at forcing new environmental laws. Each protest raised the number of pro-environment bills passed by 2.2 per cent. Neither effort spent schmoozing politicians nor the state of public opinion made any difference.

But conventional politics does play a part. Environmental legislation is 75 per cent more likely to pass when Democrats control both houses of Congress. And it gets a 200 per cent boost in congressional election years, presumably because politicians see it as a vote winner.

Agnone, who presented his results on 17 August at the American Sociological Association's meeting in San Francisco, says protest groups lose their edge when they become part of the system. Their most effective weapon is disruption. "If you make a big enough disturbance then people have to recognise what you are doing."

(from the New Scientist, vol. 183 and an article by Joel Schwarz of the University of Washington, and a summary by Jon Christensen at Conservation News.

And, by the way – after the student protests, that swim team budget got re-instated.




11:14 AM |

Wednesday, September 15, 2004  
Thanks to Pica, who gave me the heads-up, I read the latest post by DocRoc today: Sayonara, Malibu! And Why It Was Worth It. Not only is it great writing, which goes in one stunning heartbeat from funny to reach-for-your-handkerchief poignant, but she has a remarkable story to tell. I confess that I didn't make it through without tears when I read it out loud to J. For those of us who find ourselves hauled back to the nightmare of the Vietnam years by current events, this post is a reminder that you never know when you'll have a chance to make a significant difference in a stranger's life. Thanks, Doc, for what you did, and for making my day today.

4:56 PM |

Tuesday, September 14, 2004  


UNE MYSTERE

Today when we checked our mail, which is delivered to a locked, steel boite de poste, we found an unaddressed envelope from the Basilique Notre-Dame de Montreal. Inside was a brochure describing the services offered by the basilica; its hours; times for Mass and confessions; with pictures on the front of the facade of the cathedral and the Virgin Mary, ascending to heaven on a cloud: "Montee au ciel...comme Marie, nous sommes destines a la glorification." Even those of you without any French can figure that out, I think.

There was also a letter. I opened it and read, "Chers paroissiens, Cheres paroissiennes" - "Dear parishioners" (male and female). I read it, slightly wide-eyed, in French before realizing there was an English version on the reverse. Basically, the letter said that Cardinal Jean-Claude Trucotte had created a new Pastoral Unit for Old Montreal and the Latin Quarter (I don't quite see how our block is in either of those areas, but that's a minor detail). The priest who signed the letter, along with two other priests, a nun, and a social worker brother specializing in the homeless, had been assigned to this Unit.

The next paragraph mentioned that "real estate developments have brought some new arrivals to this area...We would like to welcome you and remind you of the services our parishes offer: catechism, preparation for baptism and absolution, preparation for the Eucharista dn confirmation, and preparation for marriage," as well as offering the sacraments and pastoral guidance to the less fortunate."

There were a few more friendly paragraphs, and the letter concluded with "United in prayer and charity, in the Risen Christ."

I didn't mind receiving this at all, in fact I was rather intrigued by the letter and the sincere sentiment it expressed - not being a Quebec Catholic, I don't have the vehemently negative response to the Church that I've run up against in several natives. "It sounds almost Episcopalian," J. remarked, after I read it out loud to him. I smiled, wanly. "Oh, you don't like that," he said.

"No, it's OK." I admitted. "You're right - except for the Mary part. But how did it get in our box?"

That was the real question. In the US, mail has to be addressed, and even junk mail has to have postage on it. This had neither. It was just...there, as if a hand from the Pastoral Unit had opened our box and put it inside - but no one except the postman has a key. And how did the Church know we were one of those "new arrivals?" Does the Catholic Church in Quebec have some special relationship with the government, so that they get inside information on real estate transactions, and are they also able to send out unaddressed, unstamped bulk-mail to be delivered to those addresses? Seems incroyable. Or perhaps the letter just passed through the metal box on its own...a small miracle.


9:04 PM |

 
CONEY ISLANDS OF THE MIND
On today's BBC, a gallery of pictures by this year's winner of the Oscar Barnak award in photography, Austrian photographer Peter Granser, for a series of photographs he took of America's first amusement park, Coney Island. Being American already, I was more intrigued, I think, by photo #6, from a series of photos of Eastern Europe taken by Martin Koller. (BTW, Oscar Barnak was the inventor of the Leica camera.)

2:00 PM |

Monday, September 13, 2004  
Yesterday there must have been some sort of big party or neighborhood event in the park and on the streets close by. There are barriers along the streets, set back now, unused, and sections of orange plastic-net snow-fence, and an abandoned reviewing stand, and two very large white tents with stacked chairs and tables and bags of garbage waiting to be picked up, and overflowing trash bins – something unheard of here. I feel like a child who has missed the parade, the elephants, and the cotton candy!

But today, it’s autumn, and I note the sudden chilliness with consternation. People bike and walk past in sleeveless summer tops and dresses, while others wear leather coats, wool sweaters and scarves. This temperature schizophrenia seems to be a Montreal phenomenon; I saw people wearing parkas in midsummer, but nobody was paying any attention – in this city, you can wear whatever you feel like, and people do.

Before supper, I walked into the park and laid down on one of the big flat rocks near the lake. Nearby, on a matching rock, a man had positioned his bicycle exactly so the seat formed a rest for his head while he laid on his rock. Below mine, I noticed, yellowjackets were flying in and out of a ground nest, but I decided they weren’t going to bother me. I shut my eyes, let the heat soak into my body, and listened to the quacking of the ducks, and the seagulls fighting over bits of bread.

The chill in the air, though, is apparently for real. There was a note taped to our apartment door today, and it said that there would be a collective order for bois de chauffage - fireplace wood - going out soon, so people should figure out if they want to participate and how much they’d like to order. A great idea -- but I am not ready for this!

8:50 PM |

 

BLACK-EYED SUSANS in the backyard garden

Thank you to everyone who contributed to the remarkable comment thread here last week (still trickling in, but I think we've just about exhausted the topic for this time around.) I especially appreciate the willingness to disagree, but kindly, and to respect each other's opinions, that was so much in evidence.

We're back in Montreal as of last night, and I am hoping to make some more progress on my book, as well as some other writing, and take some needed time for myself. I can feel that various factors - the world situation, personal things, the move, pressure I feel about the book - are conspiring to turn up the stress screws, and that means I need to pay attention and take care of myself. The pattern that seems to be emerging is that the time in the "south" is very full socially, and also workwise, and there are also a lot of repetitive things we need to take care of there. My father-in-law's health is declining too. In the weeks to come, we'll have to start getting the house buttoned up for winter, and we are also beginning our downsizing, going through and sorting and thinking about what we can get rid of, what we can sell or give away, and what we absolutely have to keep. I felt like I didn't have a single minute to spare during the last week. It may also be that the travel time (and packing up and preparation for leaving) is making a bigger dent in the available hours than we realized it would - although, as a result, our lives and living spaces are both staying far better organized and cleaner than I would have dreamed! We also find it difficult to explain what we are doing, and why, to people who don't understand, or who have a lot invested in their lives there and maybe aren't open to other perspectives. By the same token, there continue to be levels of relinquishment and loss as we disengage from former modes of relationship and involvement. You find out surprising things through people's reactions. Some who you thought would care are indifferent. Some you thought would be supportive are anything but. Some people cling. Others give you a blessing and a cheer, and make it clear that your friendship can survive and prosper despite change.

All of this is a way of saying that blogging may be somewhat lighter than usual this week, but I will definitely be posting some photographs, and no doubt writing something to go along with them.


2:19 PM |

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